♥ Friday, April 06, 2007
11:35:00 PM Y
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♥ a CHOICE has been made. Let's juz LEAVE it to that
Too much is coming my way and i don't know wat's da point in trying to make sense of it all.. It makes me happy, sad and scared all at da same time.. True like da song goes, "sometimes in life, u run across a love unknown, without a reason, it seems like u belong.." I juz don't wanna go tru dis anymore.. I wanna focus on wat's more important.. I have my vision clear in front of me but whether i'm able to grab it or not is stil another question.. I hate being so confused and da choices dat i haf is so bloody limited.. I want my life back.. Da life i had in da beginning of camp.. Not da life i haf now.. I mean in personal wise.. I hate it.. I really do.. Did i made da wrong judgement and thus regretting from my own mistakes?
Ya Allah, adakah ini ujian yang telah kau beri padaku? Adakah kesilapan ini akan memakan diriku sendiri?
I dont wanna hurt anyone.. I really dont.. But i'm scared and confused rite now.. :""(
To u, please dont love me.....