tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-147745012011-04-22T06:48:51.683+08:00PlaCe fOr mY thOtSA place where i express my feelings and my love for people whom i care about in my life..tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.comBlogger1251100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-50322409769553488552007-10-17T14:41:00.000+08:002007-10-17T14:52:38.516+08:00Syukur.. I'm happy.. :)I'm glad dat i haf a place to run to..A shoulder to cry on..A sincere fren by my side..A caring colleague who looks after me..A family that cares and loves me..Alhamdullillah..tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-24847487948580210792007-10-15T11:40:00.000+08:002007-10-15T11:51:32.820+08:00Well, today marks da 3rd day of raya.. Sadly, i had to work on da 1st day of raya but at least i got to see all my cousins here at my place..But work was great and i simply loved it..It was quite busy, well, for a typical sat night..Saw a lot of new things dat reali made me love my job even more..Reality can strike u in a good way and a bad way..And i got both of it dat night..Hehehehehe..tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-91386334472947877352007-10-10T18:54:00.000+08:002007-10-10T19:01:24.699+08:00Tings haf been running rather smoothly lately.. And i hope it stays dat way..Even though i noe there are gonna be more tougher days to come..Especially in my area..But nevertheless..I love my Team Charlie.. They are a great bunch of people dat reali takes care of me..They are always der wenever u nid sumbody and they never leave u hanging..I'm happy to haf a great FTO dat is constantly patient tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-33793798466272339992007-09-26T00:04:00.000+08:002007-09-26T00:10:15.153+08:00I'm juz hurt.. Reali hurt by wat happened.. I'm losing my grip and i can't afford dat wit my new career right now.. I'm tired.. Tired wit everything.. Dis is wat i want so dis is wat i haf to accept.. Dear, i'm tired.. Maybe its time we took a step down.. Ya Allah, berikanlah ku kekuatan dan semangat di dalam bulan yang suci dan mulia ini.. tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-5548492191069912082007-09-19T21:53:00.000+08:002007-09-19T22:03:02.526+08:00Memory rush.. Imagine 2 guys, chasing after a frog, trying to catch it wit a tissue wrapper, and shouting like a girl wen it jumped out of the wrapper.. Hahaha.. Dats wat my silat guys did way back in ITE.. Miss dem so muchie.. Don't tink we'll remember each other even if we met outside.. I wil always keep my dad's advice tru out my whole journey in my career..Always be humble.. Is it a tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-50515256155529895812007-09-14T01:57:00.000+08:002007-09-14T02:21:48.714+08:00THOUGHT OF THE DAY...The thing that you hate the most, is often the thing that you'll miss the most once it's gone..Ironically, I agree wit dat.. Sumtimes, u realize dat by hating sumting or sumone, it actuali makes u human.. Simply becoz u realize that u are actuali experiencing different emotions..It makes u feel alive..Nobody can juz go on loving everything and everyone around dem..Maybe some tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-65802797238115701172007-09-08T00:20:00.000+08:002007-09-08T00:42:46.905+08:00Met my OC for lunch today and we had an interesting conversation.. Well, 1 thing's for sure, nw i noe who my true frens are.. But i reali appreciate all his advice and somehow or rather, i feel stronger and more confident..I'm now in a tight dilemma.. I don't even noe wer to start or wat to say.. Tkx to my darlings for listening to my nonsense and giving me advice.. U gerls haf always been der tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-54427212584764626072007-09-05T13:16:00.000+08:002007-09-05T13:28:16.549+08:00tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-39903447799762960272007-09-04T23:34:00.000+08:002008-12-10T07:58:18.299+08:00Felt reali weird nt booking in.. Been doing da same ting for da past 6 months and it all came to a stop.. Haha.. Well, went back to HTA on mon to meet my OC.. It was nice juz being able to sit down wit him, listening to his stories.. We went to tha cafe and bumped into the guys from Alpha.. They saw me and smiled and they weren't reali surprised wen i told dem da news.. Haha.. Well, looking tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-7887043689037231872007-09-02T13:37:00.000+08:002007-09-02T13:49:00.094+08:00When You're Gone I always needed time on my ownI never thought I'd need you there when I cryAnd the days feel like years when I'm aloneAnd the bed where you lie is made up on your sideWhen you walk away I count the steps that you takeDo you see how much I need you right nowWhen you're goneThe pieces of my heart are missing youWhen you're goneThe face I came to know is missing tooWhen you're tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-74522340554644951112007-09-02T12:59:00.001+08:002008-12-10T07:58:18.618+08:00Finally i can sit down and haf a proper entry.. Its been a while since i updated dis almost dead blog of mine.. Time flew rite past and before i knew it, i'm standing wit my No.1, at my passing out ceremony.. A simple yet memorable ceremony it was.. Everyone had so much to say bt we held back becoz we don't wan the emotions to pour out.. I'm reali gonna miss my beloved R2.. Even though we went tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-85134088565365230902007-06-04T13:45:00.000+08:002007-06-04T13:49:59.224+08:00I'm missing him more by da day.. My tears juz keep flowing whenever i see his fotos..Da strength dat i thot i had to get tru is diminishing by da day..Da more busy i get, da more i'm missing him..Noting can compare having him by my side.. No happiness or joy can be compared to one kiss by him..If only he knew, da love i haf for him grows more each day..Da feeling gets more intense and da pain of tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-54184313841418422122007-05-19T01:10:00.000+08:002007-05-19T01:21:15.413+08:00I'M HAPPY!! Why?? Becoz i passed my Traffic Police test.. YeaY!! Although i did a few glitches here and there.. Stil nt up to standard yet becoz i'm too cautious.. Haha.. Well, i guess i'm too afraid of making mistakes.. And yeah, da prison gerls are fun bunch to be wit.. But i still miss my Zan baby.. :( We kinda like nt able to talk much to each other.. Miss seeing her fall asleep.. Hahaha.. tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-12038873599694171962007-05-13T01:28:00.000+08:002007-05-13T01:32:58.126+08:00Ungkapan kata selindung hasrat nan di hatiAndainya ditafsir terserlah makna yang tersembunyiRenungan mata bukan pandangan biasaBertahun andai terjalin hingga waktu iniGurauan mesra menghiasi masa kita bersamaSemakin berputik perasaan iniKini baru ku sedariSelama ini kau ku sayangiAndai bukan itu hakikatnyaMengapa rindu yang ku rasaMungkin tiada ku fahamiTidak dapat ku nafikan lagiBeban rahsia tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-74130994226657892592007-05-13T01:12:00.000+08:002007-05-13T01:21:37.399+08:00It was nice to finali haf an outin wit sum of da guys and gerls.. Bt all along da way, all i cud tink about was my baby.. :( God i miss him so much.. I actuali cried in da bus odw to CDC and Joyce and Faisal were da 2 people dat saw me crying.. I cried my heart out today at home becoz everyting juz seem so empty and incomplete without him by my side.. I keep my hp close to me in case he msges me.tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-20609621205397012462007-05-03T11:55:00.000+08:002007-05-03T11:59:16.760+08:00I've been tested and it made me stronger.. At least for nw i hope.. A few more days nw before he leaves.. Another test for me.. Hw strong i'm gonna be.. I din noe dat once i start training in camp i'm gonna be tested dis way.. Haiz.. Wil i survive til da end? Am i reali as strong as i want to be? As strong i thot i can be? Wil it pull me through til da end? Only Allah SWT can answer all those tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-74306950215923142032007-04-29T07:18:00.000+08:002007-04-29T07:22:45.432+08:00I hate it.. He'll be going off next sunday and i'm stil finding it hard to let him go.. :'(.. Been trying to be strong about it but it's still hard.. I've never been apart from him for so long and it's so difficult to go tru each day knowing he's miles and miles away from me.. :'(.. Sayang, dont u worry, i'll always be here for u.. I'll wait til the day where i can finally hold u in my arms againtHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-5439922953275694122007-04-15T09:36:00.000+08:002007-04-15T09:43:06.491+08:00My schedule's gonna get pretty hectic come next week.. I mean wit da rehearsals and the course, damn dats gonna like take up a big chunk of my training time but cant wait for it becoz its something new and interesting i gez, or shud i say i hope.. Begin to see some struggle here and there and i'm preparing myself mentally and emotionally for all dat becoz i noe dat i'll be facing all those soon..tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-34050193041921350152007-04-06T23:35:00.000+08:002007-04-06T23:42:23.973+08:00Too much is coming my way and i don't know wat's da point in trying to make sense of it all.. It makes me happy, sad and scared all at da same time.. True like da song goes, "sometimes in life, u run across a love unknown, without a reason, it seems like u belong.." I juz don't wanna go tru dis anymore.. I wanna focus on wat's more important.. I have my vision clear in front of me but whether i'mtHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-17881191877881250952007-03-25T15:20:00.000+08:002007-03-25T15:22:56.719+08:00Anthony Hamilton Dear Life lyrics Oh my baby, Oh my Love,Ooooooh, woah, oh, woah...woah. Early was the morn, flowers filled with dew,I became somebody, through loving you.Softly as a child, born in natural rain,I predict the seasons, to go unchanged. Sometimes in life,You run across a love unknown,Without a reason, it seems like you, belong.Hold on Dear Life, Don’t go off running from what’s newtHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-33748223909279071022007-02-19T07:42:00.000+08:002007-02-19T08:29:00.471+08:00Today is my third day off.. I guess training is ok becoz i haf a great squad even though we're reali small.. The gerls are a great bunch to be wit.. We support each other and we reali were able to hit it off well.. But it's sad to see 1 of us go.. Well, wateva it is, i wish her all the best and i'm gonna miss having her around.. :(.. But thank goodness i have Isha, Kerry and Lily around to share tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-13906688543771763792007-02-13T00:09:00.000+08:002007-02-07T00:30:39.295+08:00Sayang, thank u for all the support u gave me tru out the years.. Without u, i'll not be wat i am today.. Thank u.. I hope you'll trust me and believe in me.. My purpose is to find my path and way in life and achieving my dreams.. 6 months may be a long time but believe me, dis is truly for long term.. I hope you'll help me emotionally by always being der for me.. Take care of urself and help me tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-56532500242588713962007-02-07T00:23:00.000+08:002007-02-07T00:30:39.331+08:00Been a while since i updated.. Soon its gonna be hard for me to update as often as i'll be away for 6 months for my training at HTA. I'm scared and nervous.. But mostly i'm worried for my mum.. I wonder how she'll be by herself.. Haiz.. I'm also gonna miss a lot of stuff dat i usuali do wit her wenever i'm free.. But like wat everyone says, i haf to see dis as long term.. Short term yes.. 6 tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-40534289981291557332007-01-27T04:49:00.000+08:002007-01-27T04:52:52.540+08:00Damn mann.. My jaw is actuali clicking whenever i yawn.. Hmmm.. Thanks to the fateful kick i got to the face.. Hehehe.. It's funny though but juz hope my jaw doesn't drop literally.. Wish me luck for dis coming sunday.. I dont noe who's my opponent but one things for sure, she's from STA and after years of experience, STA is not a perguruan dat sends incompetent fighters.. Haiz.. Juz gotta be tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-47085597157793967992007-01-27T04:19:00.000+08:002008-12-10T07:58:19.456+08:00 Dis sweetheart here is a stray dat use to come over to my house.. Hehe.. We call her Bulat becoz well, she reali suit dat name.. She's reali small and bulat (round).. I love her to bits.. But she has since disappeared to god noes where and it has been a long while since i saw her.. Wherever u are Bulat, i wil always love u.. :""(Dis here, we call her Putri.. Beautiful ain't she? :"(.. She has tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-85939978289357384122007-01-26T00:11:00.000+08:002007-01-27T03:29:11.376+08:00Ferst tings ferst, sun is my GAME!!! YEAY!! I guess i juz wanna get it over wit rather den waiting on and on.. Anticipation is the killer mann.. Training sucked last wed.. Hahaha... I came late wit Dear and Irfan.. Wen we arrived, well, der's not much PSP competitiors der.. Juz a bunch, no, more like a couple.. Wateva the reason is, i'm glad we were able to train on our own and share technics wittHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-43947167588557472932007-01-23T10:55:00.000+08:002007-01-27T04:48:44.495+08:00My stress level is actuali goin tru the roof mann.. Hmmm.. I dont even noe wen's my game.. And as usual PERSISI's procedure is to inform us a few days before dat.. More stressful mann.. But den, i shud be getting used to the pressure after all dis years.. In fact i shud be getting immuned to the stress.. I noe der's a few games goin on dis sat dat's in my weight class or above my class but i donttHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-21276673456989407842007-01-18T23:42:00.000+08:002007-01-27T04:49:11.321+08:00God, i'm like so bloody stressed out mann about the comp.. Haiz.. Been a while since i fought.. Last time was PSK 2006.. Even though it was oni like last year, stil the jitters are stil setting in.. Hahaha.. Yeah.. I stil feel like its my ferst comp and my ferst fight.. I'm still wondering hu my opponent is.. Is she thinking of me as how i'm thinkin bout her..? Hehehe.. :p Haiz... Sunday is the tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-22976684479811444252007-01-18T01:43:00.000+08:002008-12-10T07:58:19.710+08:00Training juz nw was ok i gez.. I mean, it was juz like normal trainings wer we all juz do our own stuff.. Abg Azmi wasn't der. Cik Jas and Cik Ruby was der though.. Anyway, today i trained wit Yati.. Honestly, i reali din fil like training today.. Felt reali sick but wat to do.. And furthermore i wanted to see him.. :p.. I trained a bit wit Yati.. Ok ah.. Better den haf noting to do.. t's quite tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-51381410851050425342007-01-16T19:50:00.001+08:002007-01-17T01:41:53.426+08:00Der's juz so much to tell but i'm a bit lazy to type out every single detail.... I mean, the weighing on sunday was ok i guess.. Yeah as usual a little problems here and der but den it blew over so yeah, everyone made it tru the registration.. A lot of new faces but i can say dat dis year is gonna be a hard fight for everyone.. We're meeting sone old opponents and up and comin pesilats who are attHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-75729240221567278102007-01-14T01:08:00.000+08:002008-12-10T07:58:19.836+08:00Dis is my beloved Honey.. Always there wit a smile for me.. A smile dat melts my heart.. Never gives up on me no matter wat i do or wat i say.. .Thank u Dearest.. U haf been everything for me.. tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-51824458585947251272007-01-14T00:03:00.000+08:002007-01-14T00:12:08.695+08:00So far, tings haf begun to settle down a BIT.. Oni a bit.. I wont dare say dat it has settled down fer good but im glad dat i had my guys to drag me further.. Hahaha.. They din push me, they literally dragged me.. Tkx guys.. Surrounding myself wit the likes of Asri, Din, Rudy and now Wan John has reali sumwat perk me up.. But without the extra extra support from Dear, i'll stil be lost without tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-32548734842920638302007-01-09T02:24:00.000+08:002007-01-26T00:56:39.010+08:00Well, training at marsiling was kinda like an impromptu decision.. I was kinda tired after gettin back from my medical examination.. Hahaha.. I fell asleep right after i got home and i woke up after my mum kept bugging me.. Den i asked my mother whether she wanted to go to marsiling wit me since we've got nothing to do.. So got ready and we went off.. The atmosphere at marsiling is reali tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-34320022516811959052007-01-07T02:21:00.000+08:002007-01-07T02:48:32.578+08:00I'm trapped in a whirlpool of beautiful illusions dat i thot were true.. But after a long talk wit my bro, i manage to see the picture and i wanna keep myself safe.. I dont wanna walk down the same path dat he had gone to and regret.. I'm not dat strong.. Not strong as him.. He has strong belief in Faith.. Maybe God filled my heart wit doubts so dat i cud take dat ferst step to talk to my tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-62264165218982542992007-01-02T15:00:00.000+08:002008-12-10T07:58:20.138+08:00Hmmm.. It's true isn't it? Der's a reali thin line between love and hate.. Next week wil be my medical checkup and after dat wil be the training if i'm certified FIT.. I'll be gone for 6 months.. 6 long months.. The sad part is i won't be looking forward to meeting anyone special if i book out.. Hmmmm... :'( I wonder if i'm reali selected, wil he send me off? Will he be der to give me a hug? tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-28020472681098141372006-12-30T01:08:00.000+08:002008-12-10T07:58:20.281+08:00Gathering the team for dis upcoming PSP is reali putting a lot of pressure on all of us mann.. Ya we finally haf a team but seriouly, like wat Asri said, all of us are "OT"s.. HAHA!! We noe people don't noe.. But there are more serious matter in hand dat is stil waiting to be settled.. Haiz.. I tink im a bad person to start off wit.. I cant even be a supportive person.. I'm sorry guys esp Dear.. tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-31908286043438564742006-12-22T18:41:00.000+08:002006-12-22T18:49:28.258+08:00Well, the interview is over and it's a big relief.. The stressful part was i saw that the 3 of the interviewers was Superintendents.. Hmmm.. Oh ya, by the way, one of the pesilat from Ngee Ann was there for the interview too.. Her name's aisha or isha if i'm not wrong.. Hahaha.. Great.. If we are all in the same intake, den at least got a member to share the woes of training life wit.. The tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-63586862897416982752006-12-20T01:43:00.000+08:002008-12-10T07:58:20.413+08:00Im confused rite nw.. I mean, i am jealous but seriously, he's nt my husband nor my fiance.. DO i haf a rite to be jealous if sumone else lay her hands on him? Hmmm.. I may be smiling and admiting dat it's fine wit me but inside, its tearing me apart.. Haiz.. I haf to swallow becoz sooner or later, all of us are gonna be werking in the same place.. Hmmmm.. I'm juz scared dat i mite lose him once tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-49756517961249055362006-12-14T16:23:00.000+08:002006-12-14T16:35:42.572+08:00Training yest was ok.. Dydy, Asri and Din was there too.. I guess training wit my toe all bruised up like dis makes no difference cauze it's sumtin i've gotten used to over the years.. Well, initially thot i was juz gonna hang ard and help out a bit at the side.. But end up i trained together wit the rest.. And i also got to spar which is a good ting becoz it's been a while.. Haiz.. So many tingstHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-83213613216695327362006-12-08T01:17:00.000+08:002006-12-08T01:30:19.485+08:00Tired..Well, lately, werk has been keepin me busy.. And thanks to Dear for being der everyday without fail.. Thanks.. But lately, sumthin has been bothering me so much dat i can't even shut my eyes at night without thinkin of a solution to it.. I mean, u guys drag me into the middle of wateva personal problems u guys had wit each other.. Initially, i thot it was juz matters concerning the kids and our tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1164523726348273952006-11-26T14:40:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:16:25.234+08:00It sucks.. no doubt about it.. Haiz.. I miss the guys.. Hmmm.. Gonna start werking full time soon and dis means i'm not gonna ba able to spend much time wit my mum.. I'm kinda worried about her bt i reali wanna werk.. I hope der's another way but i'm gonna be turning 21 dis coming wednesday and i dont wanna continue searching for a direction in life.. Gonna be a lobely birthday for me dis year.. tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1163780332696062822006-11-18T00:11:00.000+08:002006-11-18T00:20:20.510+08:00 Dis picture was taken at dis year's PSK competition.. Hehe.. waited for quite some time before shidah passed it to me.. But it was ok becoz upon looking at it, a lot of memories came to mind.. Well, introducing from left, Zarina, Rashidah and Yours truly.. Hehehe.. Miss u gerls..Dis was also taken at the same competition.. It was at the closing ceremony.. Din take much fotos during dat time tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1163778107082647352006-11-17T23:28:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:20:23.411+08:00It's finalli over!Yes.. Finali the assessment is over and after i left the place, i heaved a huge sigh of relief.. I mean, it has been weighing heavily on my mind for the past few days and i'm glad dat things wen smoothly.. Met a couple of new frens and we instantly clicked.. Insyallah, i hope if we were selected, we'll make the 6 months training seem easier to go tru.. There were a lot of candidates and i noe dattHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1162663493621751432006-11-05T01:51:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:21:31.010+08:00The JG visit..I'm totally shagged rite nw mann.. I mean, i haf had oni abt 2 hours of sleep for the past 2 days.. Bt it was fun cause the Jurong Green guys ended the day wit laughter.. Glad to see most of dem here.. And some old faces, i mean, familiar faces.. Hehe.. The S brothers.. Salleh and Saiful.. Miss dem both a whole lot.. We went tru a lot of fun together last time and i can stil remember the fun we tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1162577142946663362006-11-04T01:59:00.000+08:002006-11-04T02:05:42.960+08:00Confused..I must admit, i'm kinda scared sumtimes.. Scared dat i may lose my way in life.. I'm scared i mite lose myself.. I mean, lately der has been so many trials dat i haf to go tru and i feel like my life is spiralling out of control. Sumtimes, i juz forget dat i am stil me.. Hmmm.. Honey, honestly, u dont understand.. I'm sorie.. I juz feel like u are trying to force me into trying and accept realitytHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1161791196308046912006-10-25T23:27:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:22:58.420+08:001st VISIT..Well, today was ok i guess.. Morning had to take my mum to the doctor becoz of food poisoning.. Hmmm.. But she's doin great now.. The market was reali swarming wit people mann.. But it was ok.. Dear came to meet me and he told me dat his whole family was coming over to my place.. GASP!! Well, i felt bad becoz we din cook dis year due to the kitchen renovation so basically der was nothin to offer tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1161628366754789502006-10-24T02:16:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:25:04.127+08:00Hari RayaFerst and foresmost, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all my frens out there.. To dos whom i din get to meet i want u guys to know dat i'm constantly thinking about u guys and dat i miss u guys terribly.. It's sad dat we din get to meet during the fasting month due to each other's commitments.. But like they say, jauh dimata, dekat dihati..To my frens, i miss u guys.. reali miss u guys loads.. :""tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1161626386039248732006-10-24T01:58:00.000+08:002006-10-24T02:02:33.013+08:00SILATAnother great video found in YouTube.. Spot some of our Singaporean athletes in action! Enjoy! :)tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1161324350441184872006-10-20T14:01:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:26:23.743+08:00Well, gonna be a really busy time dis few upcoming days.. To be honest, don't feel like celebrating Raya at all.. A lot of things happen and somehow i feel like it's gonna be like last year.. Haiz.. Juz wen i thot things are gonna be looking up.. A good thing though, finally able to contact my oldest brother.. A down side, my dad's in the hospital apparently in a coma.. I'm stil not sure how his tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1161018002115523232006-10-17T00:48:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:27:00.783+08:00SCREW UP SHITTY DAY MANN!!!! SICK AND TIRED!!Enough is enough mann!! I haf really had enough..! I hate wat's going on..! Why must i always be torn apart like dis?? I hate guys.. Except my Dear.. I'd rather not make frens wit anybody if i noe dat being friendly means i'm giving the guys an opportunity!! Damnn!! I hate dis feeling!! Why can't u guys juz treat me like a casual fren and settle wit tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1160928192720327212006-10-15T23:49:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:28:11.492+08:00Dis will always stay embedded in my heart and my memories.. It will always be a part of my life dat i wil and never regret..The adrenaline, the strength and the power dat i haf worked hard on, has made me face the toughest of all fights and pushes me further to where i thot i cud never go..Facing defeat made me stronger and wiser.. I learned from my mistakes and changed myself for the better.. tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1160925873345733462006-10-15T23:03:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:30:36.539+08:00I must admit, it's tough to update 2 blogs.. hmmm.. but wat the hey, sometimes u really need to profess ur deepest and darkest times somehow.. if not to someone, den by blogging or writing in a diary.. honestly, i find it a hassle to write in a diary.. i haf had a few diaries but wen i look back, all of it hangs in the middle.. a diary is not for me.. ok, i'm pissed off and tired.. but i'll try tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1160636450227114112006-10-12T14:40:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:31:32.419+08:00Well, "nice" weather we have lately huh? Haha! My day yesterday was ok i guess becoz i had Dear's help to clean out my house.. The renovation is killing me mann.. With all the dust and the amount of chores that is builing up.. Haiz.. Lost my temper at Dear yesterday but he was so sweet.. Instead of getting angry, he juz sat me down and talked to me nicely.. :((.. Tkx honey..Hmm, yesterday my mum tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1160459713017868412006-10-10T13:40:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:32:15.482+08:00Been a while since i updated.. Hmmm.. What to do, the whole house is in a mess coz of the renovation.. But it looks good now.. Still havin a headache about the mess.. Anyway, wanna wish my mum a Happy Belated Birthday.. It was her birthday yesterday and i din even remember it.. Hmmm.. Thank God my bro reminded me wen he asked me to bring my mum out.. So after buka, my mum, anis and me we went to tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1158820649108389792006-09-21T14:19:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:33:13.604+08:00Haloo.. Hmmm.. My life is getting more and more stagnant.. Like as if i can even feel my hair grow.. Haha.. Hmmm.. Life at SingPost is !!BORING!! as hell mann.. Juz wanna say thanks to Emy for getting me that job at the gym.. It's fun.. Werked there twice and it was fun juz playing with the kids.. For now, i juz help out wit birthday parties and stuff.. I'm juz waiting for my 2 weeks at SingPost tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1157742400326767382006-09-09T02:46:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:34:43.687+08:00Ferst and foremost, i wanna say, I REALLY MISS ALL MY JURONG GREEN GUYS AND GERLS!! hmmm.. Well, Dear also told me he misses dem.. At least they are in good hands.. Anyway, training wil be suspended for Ramadhan.. Boring.. But then i'll be busy wit my werk and finally, my fren called.. Can't wait to start the new job but don't know what the outcome wil be.. This sunday is kinda like the try-out..tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1157277298097555692006-09-03T17:48:00.000+08:002006-09-21T14:04:36.436+08:00My fav Contender moments..Curiel VS ForbesAlfonso VS AhmedK9(MY FAV!!) VS WrighttHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1157034259002559622006-08-31T22:20:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:35:35.369+08:00Hello.. Juz finished cooking and now relaxing for a while.. Anyway, also managed to watch The Contender juz now.. POWER!! Especially Steve Forbes VS Freddy Culier(I think).. My gosh, their fight was the best i have ever seen in this season mann.. Their hands were like machines.. Non-stop.. Haha.. Great!! Oh shitz.. continue later..tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1156876912882796242006-08-30T02:30:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:36:07.579+08:00I'm like so super pissed right now.. hmmm.. been trying to change my skin for almost 6 times and whenever i'm almost done and i wanna save it, it'll juz hang and i lose everything i have done.. &*%$@#%*&%^@!! AAARRRGGHH!! Finally, it is successful but it wasted almost 2 hours mann!! God..!Anyway, had a nice day today.. :)).. I know, he know, people don't know.. HahAHaHahaHA!! I'm a really fickledtHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1155705413819061462006-08-16T13:15:00.000+08:002006-08-16T13:16:53.833+08:00this is hilarious!! and it hurts too!!!OUCH!!tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1155703276163463012006-08-16T12:38:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:36:40.286+08:00look wat i found!!Was juz surfing youtube and look wat i found.. a video of The All Style Martial Arts comp that i participated in last year.. Hehe.. cool!! This is the mother of all comps for me.. I mean, anything goes.. Hehe.. Except some things that aren't allowed of coz.. Alritez.. Enjoy.. Juz click on the link below..ALL STYLE MARTIAL ARTS 2005tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1155481195737484032006-08-13T22:55:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:37:32.321+08:00A rainbow after a storm?Hmmm, well, wat shall i update?? Anywaez, wanna say tkx to Dear for the treat yesterday.. On behalf of everyone dat is.. Juz got back from my grandmother's place and dead exhausted but i lurve my new skin.. Hehe.. Tells a lot doesn't it??Tkx to Dear for the beautiful gift.. U caught me by surprise.. I thot after wat had happened the night before, u wudn't even bother about me anymore.. Deep tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1154542796462140862006-08-03T02:18:00.000+08:002006-10-17T02:10:06.390+08:00People go tru life putting on a mask dat they eventually take off at d end of d day.. As strong as we are, as brave our hart is, reality is, life is hard.. People we love change becoz we somehow influence the way they behave.. The change dat they make are the changes dat sumtimes we cant take..Can we take, watching d person we love treat us cold?Can we take, watching our family leave us to pursuetHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1154433228593663652006-08-01T19:44:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:38:03.258+08:00It's finally over.. And to whom it may concern, it is my bloody problem whether i wanna claim my medal or not.. It's mine so i have the say.. And furthermore, i'm used to it, so wat's the big FUCK if i dont go up there to take it.. I will stil get it and furthermore, i earned it.. I earned the GOLD medal even though i din train or anything..For me, sunday's game was the most relaxed game i've tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1154196321055174202006-07-30T02:01:00.000+08:002006-10-17T02:11:01.533+08:00Stressed!!Well, my game is in a couple of hours more and i'm stil not in bed.. Hmmmm.. Stil had the time to change my blogskin.. Haiyo!! Chatting wit my darling emy and ariffin now.. Haiz, my darlings wont be able to make it for tmrw.. Juz becoz PERSISI changed the bloody schedule.. &*^% dem ah!! Hmmm, pray i'll get tru dis fight safe and sound.. Win or lose, i juz wanna get it over wit.. Wil update more tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1153182828023581722006-07-18T08:08:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:39:07.749+08:00Morning, haiz.. Wanna noe why the hell i'm sighing so early in the morning?? Becoz i cudnt catch a wink of sleep the whole nite.. And dis morning, after prayers, i felt more fresh den a person loaded wit caffeine.. Mann.. Gonna be starting my intensive training wit Dear from today.. Hmmm, thank God even though i don't train at all, my performance din drop.. Maybe slightly but not drastically..I tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1152813547075330162006-07-14T01:45:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:40:19.447+08:00Smiling from ear to ear today.. As usual.. Hehe.. Only one person can make me appreciate a hot and uncomfortable day.. Thanks Dear for making me feel like i'm on top of the world.. Maybe all the trials and tribulations we went tru cud make us stronger or it cud break us in an instant.. Let's juz leave it all to fate.. For now, i'm really enjoying myself and really feeling so loved by you.. PleasetHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1152721168626205442006-07-13T00:07:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:41:54.929+08:00Today was a GREAT day!!! Lurve every moment of it.. Hehe.. Thank u Dear.. Hehe.. Laughed our heads off after so long goin tru hell..Guys, Pirates of the Carribean is a MUST SEE!! Johnny Depp is not only gorgeous but hilarious in dis movie.. Hehe.. Really cool to see such a serious actor be so versatile and how do i put it, selamba sardine.. Hahaha.. CUTE!!! Juz now training was ok.. Played King tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1151696484665191022006-07-01T03:27:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:42:54.709+08:00Morning.. Werk, everything going fine.. Tkx dear for willingly sending and fetching me to and from werk.. :))..Hmmm, training on wednesday was fun.. Not many came but we had fun.. And the guys were pretty rough dat day.. Haha.. Especially Abg Azmi.. He's in his crazy mode.. Wan and Khaled was also der.. Wan meeting GRASIO dis coming weekend.. Looking forward to dat game.. Dear said even though i tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1151002507381520102006-06-23T02:39:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:43:58.750+08:00Morning postGood mornin everyone.. Well, here i am updating at 2.30 in the morning.. Haha.. Well, i'm havin a high fever, super high dat wen my forehead touched "his" cheeks, he was so freaking worried.. Love him to bits.. On sunday, juz wanna say tkx to sumone, a fren of mine, thank you for being there wen i needed a shoulder to cry on.. But only "he" can stop my tears becoz well, he's the reason i cry.. tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1149921708416707102006-06-10T14:35:00.000+08:002006-10-17T02:15:08.443+08:00Hmmm, he said he cant let me go.. Its the same wit me but for how long can we last like dis? Haiz.. Tired and confused.. I guess dis is the trial and tribulations of a relationship.. Well, going for my weighing tmrw.. I'm nervous and scared at the same time.. Dont noe how many opponents gonna be competing in my class.. I din wanna join initially but guess a lot of people stil haf confidence in metHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1148749532915308612006-05-28T01:02:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:46:43.690+08:00LATEST UPDATE!! ANIS WON HIS FIGHT IN JAKARTA!! YEAY!!CONGRATS TO SYAMIRUL, NANA, ARIFF AND INDRA FOR THEIR WIN!!tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1148737789933806872006-05-27T21:15:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:47:27.430+08:00Been busy wit werk dis past few days dat i come home dead.. Haha.. Enjoying my new job becoz the people are frenly and easy to get along.. It's like they haf the same character as me.. Last wednesday was the taklimat.. Kinda like a sending off for the team goint to jakarta.. I was reali exhausted coz i rushed down after werk.. Den i saw dat everyone wasnt wearing their uniforms except for the tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1148065106803396682006-05-20T02:45:00.000+08:002006-10-17T02:17:32.980+08:00Sad?Good morning peeps.. Hmmm, my anniversary today not wat i expected.. But it's ok, Dear haf already given me an advance anni gift last week.. Thank u dear.. Tomorrow goin out.. Maybe alone.. Juz wanna go sumwhere peaceful.. Hmmm.. Up to Dear whether he wanna join me.. Chatting wit Asri now.. Discussing bout the upcoming PSK.. If i play class D, i'll be meeting Pipit, Kak Zuhrah and i wonder who tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1147972279231979252006-05-19T01:08:00.000+08:002006-10-17T02:18:22.193+08:00Story of my lifeSearching for the rightBut it keeps avoiding meSorrow in my soulcause it seems that wrongreally loves my companyHes more than a manand this is more than lovethe reason that this guy is bluethe clouds are rolling inbecause I'm gone againand to him I just can't be trueand I know that he knows I'm unfaithfuland it kills him insideto know that I am happy with some other guyI can see tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1147971820778325422006-05-18T23:43:00.000+08:002006-10-17T02:19:17.593+08:00Gd dayHi guys, been a while since i updated.. Hmmm, been sick for d past few weeks.. Coughing non-stop.. A great news though, i lost 6 kg.. Haha.. Isnt dat cool.. Class D, here i come!! Hope i wont meet strong opponents.. All the best to the Jakarta Team.. I noe u guys can do it!! Been focusing a lot on my own life nowadays.. Thank God i haf finally got a job.. Wit Transitlink.. No, not as a bus drivertHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1146805820812754902006-05-05T12:55:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:48:32.291+08:00Hmmm.. Well, things haf been turning upside down recently.. I'm juz at my wits end right now.. I really dont noe how to go about to help the people i love.. No, i'm not talking about my family, but my Dear.. Haiz.. I really dont noe wat else to do.. Maybe the answer he seeks is not wit me.. Whatever it is Dear, i hope u will be strong and find the answer u want.. we can never make everyone happy.tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1146410518031196182006-04-30T22:56:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:49:39.678+08:00Been so long since i updated.. Hmmm.. A LOTTA things happen.. Between Dear and me, my family, my frens and as usual, silat.. Been busy wit sum stuff and i can officially say, i haf lost some weight!!! YEAY!!! Haha, 1-2 kg means a lot mann.. Imagine sitting on ur ass and doin nothin but stil able to shed sum excess weight.. Hehe..My 2 babies, Chita and Adek, well, are getting naughtier and tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1144899677639238732006-04-13T11:33:00.000+08:002006-10-17T02:24:47.670+08:00Cruel JokeJuz got to noe from my best fren Yati dat she had juz broken up wit her bf.. Why is everyone around me breaking up.. One by one.. Sis, i feel for u and i actuali wanted to cry wen i read the transcript u gave me.. I'm sorry honey.. Sumtimes Fate plays a cruel joke on us.. I juz want u to noe dat i love u still as my sister.. I wil always be here.. We may nt see each other often but u are always tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1144060916331059472006-04-03T18:28:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:50:29.635+08:00Been a while since i updated.. Hmmm, wat can i say.. For the Inter-CC, the guys did a good job.. But too bad luck wasnt on their side.. They met better opponents.. Its ok guys, try again next time..Now dat we're in the subject of competitions, i REALLY HATE dos mongrels dat juz cant keep their mouth shut!! And wat i mean by dat is, why must they insult the opposing team?? Can't they juz stick to tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1143179533368306682006-03-24T13:35:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:51:30.032+08:00Haloo..Been a while since i uploaded.. Kinda getting a tad lazy to update.. Haha.. Been busy takin care of my naughty little darling.. the new addition to my family.. Hehe.. He's running tru the whole house and bugging everyone.. hehe.. *CUTE!! Anyway, my Dear and i are ok i guess.. Gadoh pun, gadoh sayang.. Hehe.. The guys are bursy preparing for their competition.. Inter-CC.. All the best k boys.. tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1142358371335586962006-03-15T01:41:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:52:04.691+08:00Silih BergantiMy weekend was a blast!! Although Silih Berganti cock up a bit, it went great and lots of people came down.. Reali happy wit the turn out and d guys from all the CC's did a great job!! Sorie to sayang for accidentally cutting ur hand during our ganda.. Lub u..Sunday was Temasek.. It went ok i guess.. Opened my eyes actually.. The other perguruans seni was WOW!! I like Sunda's seni.. Hehe.. Every tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1141966195100001462006-03-10T12:47:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:52:55.075+08:00LuvHmm, well, tmrw's the performance and sunday's the competition.. Haiz.. I wonder how tings wil be in 5 years from now.. Well, update more later..tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1141579517126462082006-03-06T01:06:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:54:15.043+08:00TiredMorning everyone.. Cudn't get to sleep so decided to update dis lil blog of mine.. Hmmm, today was the selection for sendeng and it went quite smoothly even though there were only a handful of instructors present.. Thank u Dear for picking me up early in the morning.. Kudos to all Jurong Green members.. U guys did a great job overall.. U guys were punctual and helped out wit most of the werk.. tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1140804754404354542006-02-25T02:03:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:56:24.190+08:00Juz felt like placing dis beautiful werds dat i received on Valentine's day by my Dear.. We've been tru a lot.. Thanks Hon for being by my side.. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*~*~*~*~*~*~*I'm glad i know how to hate you,Coz at least i know what is love..How cruel is the real world is,so kind you are to me..Sad it is just me alone,Happy is wit you along..Poor i am financially,Priceless it tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1140721601396866952006-02-24T02:46:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:58:39.124+08:00ANGER MANAGEMENTI've been in a foul mood dis past few weeks even everyone around me seem to notice it.. Haiz.. I'm juz so freaking pissed and it almost hit tru the roof yesterday at training.. Not wit the guys but wit myself.. I mean, i'm juz not cut out for it.. Sayang, u tried to undastand wat's going tru my mind but i guess i juz wasnt ready to let it out.. Hmmm, if i keep up wit my anger level dis high, i'lltHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1140319692952442642006-02-19T11:14:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:59:32.039+08:00PROBLEM!!Gd morning to all.. Wat can i update abt?? Hmm, let me see.. Well, it's gonna be a busy time for all sendeng guys.. Especially the instructors.. Dear, i reali hope our plan to revive the old school times works.. Hehe.. Wat a coincidence, Dear, Hafiz and i haf the exact same idea on how to make the Silih Berganti's performance look more interesting.. Haha.. Crazy ah.. Yesterday training was ok.. ItHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1139922262114644642006-02-14T20:51:00.000+08:002006-12-08T01:00:14.736+08:00Down memory lane..Suddenly the memories of how i ferst began silat came flooding back in my mind.. I remembered how i used to rush down after class juz to make it for training.. Meeting shirin at the i-net becoz i din wanna go alone.. Haha.. I was shy becoz i was new there.. Den the sat training to prepare for IVP.. Morning run and den gym.. Before and after IVP.. Haha.. The memorable guys and gals dat brighten uptHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1138849725241746522006-02-02T11:01:00.000+08:002006-12-08T01:00:51.805+08:00Love!!It gonna be a busy month for me mann.. Especially once i start working.. I haf to adjust my schedule becoz i'm gonna start intensive training.. And for dose out there who see me only in tanding category, open ur eyes cause soon, i'm gonna be playing for GANDA.. AAAAARRRGGHHH!! Apasal lah sendeng tk ramai pompuan.. Kalau ramai kan gerek.. More choices.. But i noe i'm gonna make it becoz Silih tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1138596916100277962006-01-30T11:57:00.000+08:002006-12-08T01:01:44.243+08:00I'm BACK!!My week has been fun fun and more fun mann.. Hehe.. Oh yeah, the Backstreet Boys concert rocked mann!!!!!! I LURVE DEM MORE DEN EVER!!! They sound way better live and they are so cute juz playing and goofing ard.. Haha.. I want to bring dem home wit me.... Haha.. And byk mat salleh giler also.. Maybe they are hard-core fans.. But it's funny juz lookin at dem..And my fav is still Howie and it wil tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1138087315506382732006-01-24T15:19:00.000+08:002006-12-08T01:02:19.626+08:00I'M GOING TO THE "BACKSTREET BOYS NEVER GONE CONCERT" TONITE!! YEAY!! THANKS ABG AWAL!!Will update more tonite bout the concert!! YEAY!!tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1137905125207398802006-01-22T11:58:00.000+08:002006-12-08T01:03:05.415+08:00Is dis it??Aloha everybody.. Well, for the 28th performance, Dear and i haf been practicing so i tink it'll be ok.. Thanks Dear for being realli patient wit me.. Haha **maklumlah, orang da biasa main tanding nk main seni kan kekok sikit..** Hehe.. Training yest was ok.. We had ard 30 people and der's a new member too.. And it's been a while since a gerl joined us.. Hmmm.. It's getting hard nowadays to get tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1137735184404435732006-01-20T13:08:00.000+08:002006-12-08T01:04:07.862+08:00Memories...Yesterday was the BEST day for me in a while.. Went out wit my Dear for our anni.. Hehe.. 2 years n 8 months darl.. I'm LOVING it.. We initially planned to go to Chinatown but we dropprd at Clarrke Quay instead.. Before dat, we went to the Civil Defence Heritage gallery.. While i was busy takin fotos, he surprised me by putting on dis beautiful necklace on me.. THANK u sayang.. It was reali tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1137406245742476682006-01-16T18:04:00.000+08:002006-12-08T01:04:50.851+08:00Siapakah yg benar..Dis few days, been ups and downs in my life.. Dear as normal.. Still the same old sweethart.. Always tring to cheer me up wen i'm down.. Thank u dear.. Oh yeah, a few days ago, my BELOVED cat, scratched my arm and left a gaping hole mann.. Chicken!! I can see wat's underneath my skin already and it din stop bleeding for hours.. God!! Now my arm is swollen and it really really hurts.. Haiz.. SuckztHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1136786826454625412006-01-09T14:00:00.000+08:002006-12-08T01:05:57.758+08:00i'm back..Hey everybody.. A lot of tings happened dis few days..Juz a few days ago i thot i was gonng lose my mum.. Hmmm.. She suddenly had a bad asthma attack and we had to call the ambulance.. When we reached the hospital, the docotor said a lot of stuff.. Turned out it was minor heart failure.. Since it was her ferst time in the hospital, i stayed wit her the whole 2 nites she was there.. Goin back hometHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1136265219849207042006-01-03T12:58:00.000+08:002006-12-08T01:07:11.035+08:00SiCkI hate it wen i'm sick.. It reali sucks mann.. Haiz.. Din even get any sleep last nite.. Wakin up every minute becoz i felt dis pain in my stomach.. Wasted mann.. Everyting i ate came out.. Urgh.. Now juz tinking wat i shud do to take my mind away from dis pain.. Hmmm.. Fiq n i are starting everyting from scratch.. Told him dat i dont want to rebuild our relationship on promises, but more on the tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1135854871679874932005-12-29T18:59:00.000+08:002005-12-29T19:14:34.013+08:00Disaster..Hey, training yesterday was ok.. I guess.. Cik Jas was der.. Even some rare faces were der too.. Like yati and sofyan.. Hmmm, i came a bit late cause of the weather.. It was raining heavily.. Cik Jas din train wit us.. He had a meeting to go too.. So normal training.. Technics den padding.. After the break, we plan to give d guys sparring but seriously, for yati and i, it was a mistake.. Hmmm, tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1135755799247346022005-12-28T15:39:00.000+08:002005-12-28T15:43:19.280+08:00Nickelback - Far AwayThis time, This placeMisused, MistakesToo long, Too lateWho was I to make you waitJust one chanceJust one breathJust in case there's just one left'Cause you know,you know, you know[CHORUS]That I love youI have loved you all alongAnd I miss youBeen far away for far too longI keep dreaming you'll be with meand you'll never goStop breathing ifI don't see you anymoreOn my knees, I'll askLast chance tHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1135754208085394722005-12-28T15:06:00.000+08:002005-12-28T15:16:48.100+08:00Bluek..Haloo.. Been a while since i updated.. Anywaez, i haf been officially promoted to instructor.. Yup, i've gotten the red belt.. But i din receive it personally becoz i din go for the ceremony.. A lot of tings happened.. Haiz.. Rather not talk abt it.. Been listening to a lot of music and here are the top 5 music on my list.. ((a must download!!))1. Nickelback - Far Away2. Mary J Blige - Be WithouttHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14774501.post-1135114219515777362005-12-21T05:12:00.000+08:002005-12-21T05:30:19.533+08:00Morning everyone.. Well, here i am blogging at 5 in the morning coz i cant get to sleep.. A lot of activity last weekend.. Sat was the hike.. Haha, it was great mann.. But honestly, i dont tink my other frens wud be willing to take the route we took.. Haha.. It was fun juz out there talking nonsense wit my Dear and our buddy, Ibrahim.. We saw a lot of interesting things and weird things too.. ButtHe unForGivIng..http://www.blogger.com/profile/09792749724378870034noreply@blogger.com0